hello march 2011

lama sudah membawa diri dri blog yg duluny menjadi best buddy ni semua gara2 DIA.. any how aku da xkisah... seriously im fine wif that dan kemaafan perlahan-lahan ia dtg.. xpe aku da lma maafkn kau... tp ape yg kau buat pd aku dia dan mereka mmg xkn dilupakn... dan satu hal yg kau perlu tahu... "HUTANG ITU HARUS DI BAYAR..." aku xkn pernah halal kn ia krana sikap kau yg terlalu #$%$&*^ ! lepas tu aku kau kami da xde pape.... kan senang...

xpe aku percaya hikmah aku terima bnyk... im happy wif my job,my life, my family n my beloved BF...

its been awhile.....

lama aku senyap dr blog ini... bnyk kisah,perkara yg berlaku cukup utk aku dan mereka2 sekeliling yg tahu... yang pasti setiap yg berlaku cukup merasakan diri aku ini semakin dewasa.... lepas dr ape yg berlaku sewaktu aku menjalani prktikal dulu aku semakin kuat ... setahun raseny aku tidak mempunyai masa walaupun 5min untuk menulis blog.... jadi hari aku mempunyai bnyk masa terluang ingin aku ceritakan ape yg berlaku dalam masa 2010 walaupn org kata "brg yg lama usah d kenang.." tp aku rse xsalah untuk aku tuliskn disini utk menjadi satu memori...

LONG WAY TO MEET U!

9th mei 2010

KL - IPOH 250 KM away~

this is the day that im waiting for.... actually aku nk pg dgn mahira n munirah but then hv to change plan coz there is lots of troublesm... so liyana and hanan gonna take their place... a day b4 the trip liyana suddenly received an emgency call .. she hs been told to work on 29th :'(

im gonna say this was a longest journey ever but the road is never to long between friends :) so we started our journey at 8:30am and we manage to arrive at 11:20 in ipoh... we gt sesat for about 20 min to find way to lumut.. owh2 fogot tu tell u guys.. the reason why im here is bcoz i want to meet SOMEONE VERY SPACIAL ♥

here we are...IPOH baby!!!!!

nampak je sign IPOH... we all jerittttt bagai nk gila walau mmg GILA... :p i never thought that i manage to drive all the way by my own.. so teros la aku call my mum and shauqie yg aku n hanan da pon safe sampai.... call shauqie ask for direction to UTP... miahahaha dier pon xsure!!! LOL! dier kate carik ye sign to LUMUT.. then go stright then smpai la.. so kitorng carik la... da jumpe.. ape lg MENJERIT HAPPY laa...then jaaaalan je x tgk sign board yeaaaaah kitorng sesat ipoh sbb terlebih confident kannn.... hahaa jalan2 tny apek nek moto... punya la dier beria2 bg direction smpai berkali2 moto dier mati.. tp sori la pek gua xpaham la ape u ckp...haha pusing2 jumpe sorng indian ni.. tgk dier taxi driver so yakin skit... tny2 haaaaa jumpe pon.. thanks uncle u help us tibe2 alot..... afta 30mins driving.. here we are.......

UNIVERSITY TECHNOLOGY PETRONAS

finally made it!!!! clap!! fatch up mr shauqie.... btw i do love the price of the foods.. they are CHEEP!!!! total for 2 juice and 1 mee soup equal to rm5.30... WOW!! murahkan!!! but waiting the food to be served its just like 30mins... lambat2... smpat la kalau nk tido jap... tgk drama 30 mins tu ke kan... hehe nvm... afta lunch we all teros je off to lumut.... kitorng i mean me and shauqie nk g pangkor together..weeee~♥

ssh betol nk swoh syg ni pose betol2.... ♥

afta friday prayer..... again we off to lumut.. so me and my fren stay @ lumut dear betol2 infront of jetii... awsome babe!.... shauqie is not allowed thats for sure :P i never been there.. i mean pangkor before... hurmm thats y im so excited to go to pangkor...

DAY 1♥

me n him pg pangkor together...we are having so much fun kn sayang???? im happy wif u that that hope to go there again.... dating kat UTP je pon xpe :P....but lupe nk chapcha picture... sedih2.. n plus both of us LEMAS ombak so so strong!!! im so fobia that time..las2 main pasir dgn those kiddies...age around 6-8 sarah and hafizi... hehehehe tgk2 anak staff UTP lg TERBAIK Wok!!8:30 = jeti sudah smpai i got really tired (coz of that ombak2 or shud i say DRoWNING) kehkeh!! maseh lg dating2 dlm feri hahaha. then we meet hanan back.. and we'r hving dinner dekat jeti.. wahh sedapppp!! THANKS SAYANG BELANJA!!!!

11:00 its time to send shauqie back to his uni.... im very tired ....so evryone ask me to change place.. biar dorng la drive.. but i refused.. da smpai je sana... shauqie bwk jalan2... cantik sgt UTP WAKKKKK... tp sy tgh penat x dpt nk express kn yg sy suke.... sory syg buat u down ... lepas je anta shauqie last2 i tuka wif my fren... fyi my fren pny license da expired b..ut coz i p...enat sgt2 i bg je la... dier drive sooooooooo laju but i just dont gv a damn coz im so exhausted.... n plus she's on phone... gila punya olang!! hahaha thats not the end yet.....the best part of my story is....all of sudden ada ROAD BLOCK......!!!! my fren throw away her phone at the back....ahaaha it was so so funny ya noe... but still kne tahan wif that PAK POLISI....OH-EMM-GEE!!!!! i was like " babe2 what shud we doooooo" my fren said "exchange" i was like.."what??????? gile ke polis kat belakang la gila!!" all of sudden i teringt.. "hey2 we have quite similer face rite.... use my ic n license" GREAT!!! i give my ic... then.. eh2 where did i put my license??? haahhha...ha GELABAH babe!!! atlastttt... See More.... license HERE U GO!!! ada pon... abg polis xperasan and he dont even look at our face clearly..."awk xsedar ke awak drive laju? nk kwnsan kg ni bukan high way" my fren says "sory bang kitorng xsedar kitorng da smpai lumut... ingt high way KL lg" what a stupid answer.. hahahhaa but still we all manage to drive without SAMAN!!!

DAY 2

8:30 me and hanan siap2 nk jalan2 pg pangkor... wahhhh bestny kite duaaa jee... bile smpai ingtkn xpayah la sewa moto ke ape an... ingt jalan je da bole smpai tp.... ni je kitorng smpai

kawasan perkanpungan.... so kite jalan2 je la.... ermm siap beli mcm2 lg kat sana.... this is few pitcure of us

im having fun wif u dear gurl... thanks coz compny me to perak love u so much!!!! muahhhh..!!! we promise shauqie to come to utp at 12pm.. tp xsngke we all shopping kat lumut smpai lupe nk tgk jam... sory syg.. hahahha.... smpai je utp.... shauqie nk bawak we all to one of the most famous place to eat... i dont remember the stall name but the was quite great.... similiar like briani but its name is NASI GANJA.....uuhh~ its not ganja thats for sure :D

and its time to go back to KUALA LUMPUR!!!!!! 250KM back yooo~!! i have so much fun... the rain was like cats and dog.... i cnt drive that 140km/hour fast... so i just drive 120km/hour... ok la tu kn :P tp lmbt sket smpai... once we all smpai... i drop hanan back to her house and then i teman my hubby baby shauqie to buy his ticket to tganu.... im so sad to say goodbye to him... BABY I MISS U!!

ME AND SHAUQIE

candid taken by hanan

to shauqie... thanks and thanks for everything... i love u so much... hope that we cn be together forever.... u are really sweet sayang.... XOXO!!!!

♥♥ SHAUQIE!!!!♥♥

from within

2nd june 2010

Take away the oceans

take away the seas

take away the sunshine

take away the trees

Take away the rosebuds

that bloom in spring

take all the blossoms

all I'm asking is one thing

Please leave my baby

please leave her for me

I don't care for the oceans

I don't care for the seas

I can do without blue skies

or flowering trees

But I can't do without my baby

so please leave her for me

Nature has beauty, nature has its place

but when I look into my baby's face

I lose all sense of judgement, I lose my regard

to think only of nature somehow seems so hard

So take away your oceans

take away your seas

take away your rosebuds

all I'm asking is one thing

Please leave my baby

please leave her for me

i miss u sayang

where are u.... syg! why u didnt reply my msg? sy buat salah ape awak? awak.. i really miss u... kenapa tibe2 mcm ni? awakkk.. plz tell me.. dont u noe how much i love u? i noe u do... plzzzz.. apa salah sy.. awak if awak marah sy.. just bg taw awak.... like u dont noe me.... we share evrtyhing together... are u trying to avoid me? if u do then tell me.. just tell me... dont do this to me... plz...........

I WROTE TO U~

I got uR baCk. You goT mine,

I'll hElp u oUt. AnyTime!

To see u huRt, to see u cRy

MaKe me WeEp, and WaNna diE.

And if u Agree to NeveR FigHt.

iT wouLdN't matTer, Who's wRong or RighT.

If A broKen heart, Needs a mend.

i'll be Right TherE, TilL tHe END..

iF Ur cheeks ArE wet, From dRops Of teaRs,

Dont Worry, Let go oF Your FeaRs.

Hend in Hend, Love is sent

we'll be besties..... Till ThE eND!!!!

aku terkilan

12 Feb 10

*sy terkilan *

terkilan.. sungguh terkilan hati ini.... aku sedih meratapi naseb... aku xsangke selama ni ape yg aku buat , aku tolong adalah kepada org yg salah.. kekesalan dlm hidop ini terlalu dalam.... sahabat... itu la ungkapa yg aku berikn... kerana bg aku sahabat itu merupakn tulang2 yg membantu... tp ape yg aku dpt? ye aku bru sedar... ramai yg da bg taw... ramai da ckp "aina bukak mata ainaaa...dorng tu nk guna kn u je" aku ttp jgk aku sedaya upaya mengmabil itu sebagai positif.... mungkin dorng itu, mungkin dorng ini... alasan, pelbagai alasan aku bg utk membetolkn salah faham .... tp~aku betol2 terkilan.... sgt2 terkilan... tambah pula dgn penyalahgunaan facebook dan cara layanan yg bg aku kurang ajar itu betol2 buat aku terkilan.... aku xmarah, betol aku x marah tp aku TERKILAN, sedih dgn sikap sesetengah manusia yg x BERTERIMA KASIH.... terima kasih itu adalah bende kecik bg sesetgh org... tp walau seMEGA mana pon org itu bantu, ayat itu sudah cukup utk dier rase dier dihargai.... terkilan.... terus terkilan~ tibe2 aku taw plak cerita yg org kata aku umpat dier??? for god sake aku x pernah mengumpat dier.... even burukan dier... just aku pernah meluahkn kurng senang aku kepada seorang yg aku anggap kwn juga... dier sorng je.. kenapa ? sbb dier pon terasa dgn ape yg berlaku.... aku rase semua org mcm 2....! ada org ckp "FRENS COME N GO" yes tu hnya utk fair wather frens.... somehow kte kne jgk carik kwn yg terbaik kn??? wahai kwn~ kalo betol aku nk malukn kau.... aib kau sudah tentu aku ceritakn.... cerita itu ini yg ko harap ia menjadi rahsia maseh ada dlm hati ini.. aku x pernah buka pekung... ko kate aku malu kwn dgn kau???? kalo la betol kn... xkn aku snggop tolong kau??? mcm2 babe!!! i do lots... but shud i tell evrybody in this world??????? bantuan aku selama ini kau anggap remeh ke??? layanan aku dgn korng mcm RUBBISH KE????? sdihny~ DISINI SY MENGAMBIL KESEMPATAN UTK MEMINTA MAAF....

IM SORRY FOR NOT FULFILING EVRYTHING THAT U NEED...

IM SORRY, COZ I X BOLE CARIKN RUMAH YG TERBAIK UTK U

IM SORRY COZ I DONT HAVE ANYTHING THAT U HOPE

IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING A GUD FREN

BUT i ALSO

SORRY FOR MY SELF COZ IM BEING SO STUPID

SORRY FOR MY SELF COZ I DONT REALIZE THIS EARLIER

SORRY FOR MY SELF COZ I KEEP IT SILENT EVNTHOUGH I NOE ITS WRNG

SORRY FOR MY SELF....

IM SORRY